slowly but surely

internally [[well, not so internally anymore, i guess]] freaking out over my senior seminar. so far, it's been narrowed down to 'related to the research i'm doing with my professor.' beyond that? not a clue. and that scares the Type A in me.

a lot.

Concerning the recent events of Ish and Cap'n Jack

This is one of the reasons why I never agreed with Ish's opinion that the Ideal and my situation was exactly like her experience with Cap'n Jack -- the Ideal and I don't do drama. We never dated, we never had any of their issues, and we're. actually. still. friends. [[and really good friends, at that.]] Cap'n Jack and Ish broke up close to two years ago. And they still can't communicate / handle each other. Any attempt by the one to bring about friendship with the other results in *DRAMA* in a rather big, pathetic way. Thank God neither the Ideal nor I are like that.

this makes me so incredibly sad.

i found it on commonties.com.

requiescat in pacem

Hope.
1953-2008.
no longer suffering; taken home to heaven Sunday morning.